Scratching heads!!

Seven years back when I was to complete my 10^th all that I aimed was to score above 500 out of 600 in board exams. I did not. Two years next I planned the same the thing for 12^th boards dreaming renowned universities and happy college days. But I did not get . Fours into a un-renowned university fetched me a job in a reputed Multinational company which I swear was out of pure luck. Later , I planned for an MBA degree ofcourse in an reputed institution . I tried and I am trying.

I don’t know what made me dream of big Big goals when I was not even near to it but in a positive way it kept me going. The one and only reason I would state is that I wanted to show myself unique but I do not know how far I succeeded in it.My cousin learnt in one of the top schools in Madurai, got the best marks, got into one of the best colleges,and got placed in the same company as me. And now it hits me “what is the use?” . “Did she really show herself unique?”. I was happier anyway all these years. Did I really loose anything??The very thought of doing something different has drifted from education to something I like or may like ..Well !! I do not know.. May be it is the hunger to try..that makes me keep doing it again and again no matter what the results are.... “Trying”